Spend your life doing strange things with weird people.
It’s not supposed to work like that. Two people can’t have a connection like that and nothing happen. It can’t work like that.
I just want someone to fall hopelessly in love with me…I want to sweep someone off their feet, I want them to be like, Woah I can’t believe how lucky I am to have this girl…Because honestly I’m exhausted of doing the chasing. I’m done. I mean I’m cute, funny, smart, have a killer smile, I workout all the time, I’m an amazing writer, I have amazing friends, a job, in school, a thousand ambitions, i’m full of passion, and I’ve been through a lot of shit in my life, so Ive got experience..Im musically talented, adventurous, .I know who I am….I love myself…It took a while for me to get here but I do….and I know that I deserve that love I described, It’s just where is everybody? LOL.
I’ve bathed in her absence
for so long now
the scent of loneliness lingers,
like a storm cloud on my skin.
But there is no calm
in these eyes;
the seas are choppy
and I’m slowly drowning.
I CANT BELIEVE AFTER ALL SHE DID TO ME I STILL MISS HER….WE HAVE BEEN BROKEN UP A MONTH…TOGETHER 6…LIKE WHEN WILL IT START GETTING BETTER?